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Well I've decided to post this instead of sithing over it. And since I cant knock the fuck out of someone, this is all I can do. For now. Well whats going on is that I had been dating this guy(devon) I've known for 6 years. Hes my ex's bestfriend(stevn). (theres a whole other drama right there) Me and this guy started dating in July and since hes a marine now we both inderstood the hardships of a long distance relationship at times when he would be out in the firld training. Well after a couple of months together we had decided that we were gunna get engaged when he left the military which is ina year and a half. Well come to find out instead of being in the field so much like he said he was he's been going to GA to see the other girl that he is also dating. NJot only are they dating but he took her to her fucking prom. Does he not realize how much of a slap in the face that was. Not only were we planning on being engaged but we were moving intogether. And him taking her to her prom felt so much like a slap was b/c i didnt get to got to mine due to a principal who kicked me out of school. I mean I dont understand it. This girl is not only further away from where he is but shes younger then him (three years) and she bigger than me. I know im not skinny but damn shes twice my size and she has smaller boobs. WTF. I mean he basicly did what his friend did to me and he cussed him out for that he said it was wrong the way he treated me and he turned around and did the same thing. Then again my ex apologised for every wrong thing he did. And the fucked up thing is that before me and Devon started going out steven had begged me to take him back but I turned him done for devon and a few other reasons.
Me and Steven will always be bestfriends but hes not the greatest when it comes to relationships. We dated three times in the last 6 years and the first two times he dumped me b/c he found someone new. The thrid time I shoul have dumped b/c of all the shit he did. He cheated on me..pushed me down the steps b/c I slaped him when I found out he cheated. he was abusive the last time we dated and niether of us really knew why he was doing this. I think it was b/c in his other relationships he was the one getting abused. But before me and Devon got together he asked me to come back to him and I turned him down. And when I told him about me and Devon he got pissed and ran away to Ohio. What the hell is it with me and guys. It never works out. But hopefullt Steven will call me and then I'll have to hang my head and force myself to say that he was right for the first time and you know how thats gunna be. Once he finds out he was right I'll never hear the end of it. Atleast I'll have my bestfriend back...which means 2 am runs to McDonalds. lol
I know it sucks and I know it hurts but the truth is it is so much better to find out the truth now then finding out when it is too late. You are better then that and he does not deserve you. You are going to be fine trust me. You are doing a good job at PP and that will you give you so much self esteem. You are going to look back at this and thank him for saving you from trouble of dealing with someone who does not truely know what he wants. I am waiting for you to come on here and talk to me it has been quite awhile and I have not seen you on here I am starting to worry. Keep your head up everything will be okay I swear it will. Cindy
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