Well i'm back from my hiatis (sp).  While Ive been in hiding for the past couple of weeks.  I have decided on a couple of changes. One of them is and education/career choice. I have decided I am going to school to become a nurse. Not just any nurse but a pedietric nurse. First I'm going to take CNA classes and work as a CNA then go from there.  The only problem I'm having with this so far is getting information. Like on how to become a CNA and what programs and courses I need to take and all that stuff. I have requested information from some schools and hospitals on nursing and courses and programs they offer. And Monday when mom goes to the doctors Im going to ask our doctor so questions about nursing.  My mom is really behind me on this, but shes always behind me on whatever I do. When I told my dad he gave me his usual look, the one that says "yea right, I'll beleave it when I see it"  Thats the look and attitude he gives me and anything I want to do.  He still think be being a passion consultant aint gunna work, he keeps telling me I aint gunna come out even.  But hey you wont know for sure untill you try right? 

Another change I have made is my bedroom. I didnt redecorate or anything but I actually changed rooms. I went from having the master bedroom to haveing the room that should have bneen made a closet. I mean its so small.  I have my bed, tv stand my dresser and my endtable and its all bunched together I had to throw out my desk cuz it was too big for the room (and it was a small cheapo desk too) also cuz the wood wore out were the screws went and the screw stripped on me.  But the only floor left in the room is a small path from the door to betwen the bed and tv stand and thats only a couple feet wide. Thats how small my brothers room is and I actually traded with him. So he got my old room which was the master.  But the weird thing about the small room is that it has the biggest closet which is cool because I had the smallest closet and I have to devide my close between my closet my moms, my brothers, and the jacket closet in the living room. Yea I have alot of clothes and I still beleave I need more. lol

Ok back to the nursing stuff..(I know add right)   I bet some of you are prolly wondering how Im gunna pay for nursing school since it cost like out the rear end to do this. Well I have that figured out. Theres a bridal shop thats hiring full time and part time. Im aplling for the part time job there. And Im sure to get the job since they said they need people like now since there short staffed. Well I figured 7 bucks and hour for 40 hours a week that 1,120 a month minus top priority bills thats 841 left to spend/save. So i save half and leave the other half for neccesities. And pay for classes with the saved part and the witht the money coming in from passion parties I can save up more for insurance(car and medical), vegas, a car.  And once I become a CNA which is 6-12 weeks of classes/training the minium pay for that is 10.50. So i figured 10.50 an hour for 40 hours thats 1,680 a month. (i'm looking at 20 grand a year) And with that I can save up more money. And start paying off my debt. And yes Its on my list to do..granted its at the bottom but hey its on there...lol

Welp Im off of here. Going to see if I got that job at the bridal shop.